Hsing

the message

2012-01-29T01:21:00.002+08:00

Jessica

Jan 23rd, 2012 - 1:36 AM

Happy CNY!

My dearest Fans,

Happy Chinese New Year!! Wishing you all a happy, healthy and prosperous year of the Dragon!

It has been a long time since I was last here. Hope all is well with everyone!I have been very busy ever since I came back to Hong Kong. Dealing with many things at home. Definitely happy to be back! I must apologize to the fans in China for not having let them see me off at the airport when I left. Hope you understand that it was due to the situation which I was in at that moment. I'm sure most of you know about the news between the actor/boss and I. Thank you so much for all your support! The situation was complicated and it's a long story. 2 months of lies and zero respect made me fed up. I did not want to let them know when I'd be flying, therefore I could not post it on any of the websites. Hope you'll all forgive me.

Anyway, here is a new start! Hope everything goes smoothly for all of us in the year of the Dragon! Let's work hard and play hard!!

Jx

Happy CNY 2012!

2012-01-23T17:46:00.002+08:00

Guys! 新年快乐恭喜发财！愿每个人平平安安开开心心健健康康！

不能不佩服我的漂亮妈妈。

be a redhead next time ;P!

haih,想放弃。

21st

2012-01-16T02:00:00.001+08:00

Just, no one understands.
Nvm, I'll just try .

2012-01-06T15:02:00.001+08:00

我真的觉得这张照片可以吓到人。
我的朋友，niki,人很好，很nice.

我希望全部人平平安安开开心心健健康康

我不懂
就是做不到。

Eat.Pray.Love

2012-01-03T01:30:00.003+08:00

In the end, I've come to believe in something I call "The Physics of the Quest." A force in nature governed by laws as real as the laws of gravity. The rule of Quest Physics goes something like this: If you're brave enough to leave behind everything familiar and comforting, which can be anything from your house to bitter, old resentments, and set out on a truth-seeking journey, either externally or internally, and if you are truly willing to regard everything that happens to you on that journey as a clue and if you accept everyone you meet along the way as a teacher and if you are prepared, most of all, to face and forgive some very difficult realities about yourself, then the truth will not be withheld from you. - Liz Gilbert.

It won't last forever, nothing does.

Would be blogging about counting down to Christmas, 2012 once I get all the photos.

Found a good sentence :
'Don't pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a hard one.'

Alohaaaaa

2012-01-02T10:33:00.001+08:00

It's the 2nd day of 2012, running nose still. I couldn't accept the fact that I'm turning 20. It just sounds old ;(. Anyway, school starts on 9th, excited to meet all my friends .

Appreciate those who had helped me out throughout the year whenever I was in hardship.

Got no the socalled new year resolution but stay happy always everyone .

;)

SO SHE DOESNT HAVE

2011-12-30T01:01:00.001+08:00

我想，我有点放纵了。

Felt a sense of relief

2011-12-27T01:53:00.003+08:00

It's been such a tiring month, but I enjoyed it. Enjoy spending time with my girls, Ash-Bear-Steph-Sand-Jing, with my CHWB during the trip, gathering after all these hectic months. Just because people here are real, they won't overreact to tiny matter, they wont do things schemingly. That's the thing I feel safe being with them.
I didn't really take photos but you could see the photos were spread all over FB. Twitter and also instagram if you've noticed.

But soon, gotta pull myself back to reality. Idk, somehow losing the passion in learning makes me feel bad. There's no enjoyment at all. Trying hard to get my life back on track. Holidays make me feel like stabbing myself with indulgences to death ;( sad case . Anyway, looking forward to sem3.

Kay lah, gotta do the transcribing .
I need job, parttimejob whatever lah. NOMONEY MAN.

This year , 2011, is going to end soon. Superstitious or what, I once believed that the world is going to end in 2012 #iamnotokay.

#quickpost #missmyfriends #gotoveryou #goodnightearthlings #missyouloveyouJessica

Merry Christmas !

love's holiday

2011-12-20T02:02:00.000+08:00

两次旅行回来把你淡忘了许多因为我知道不可能是什么样的感觉

我开心了

我真的很想在这一个月的学校假期只是享受，玩

真的很想只是

但是不行

慢一步也不行

假期让我心散

很想就这样散着

直到开学

记得去年的圣诞，我和bestie到餐厅去庆祝

期待今年的

外国的圣诞都很漂亮

好喜欢

不久

又回到了轨道

怎么有点不想

WHY I NO.....

2011-12-14T17:35:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA. SHEEEEEE ISSSSSS SOOOOO CCCCUTTTTEEEEE AAAANNNDDDD RRREEEEEAAALLL AAAAANNNNDDDD NNNNAAAATTTTTTUUURRRRAAAAALLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!
I was like EH??? HAHAHAHA.

was taken long time ago. WHY I NO CAT WITH ME THAT TIME.WHY I NO.

HAHA EPIC I KNOW. BYEEEEEE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH CANT HELP LAHHH HAHAHAAHAHAHAAHA.

Next post, TRIP , BOTB, PS.

Jessica Hester Hsuan

2011-12-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

27 .11.11 我们不能去接机。

okay 到了 sunway 等到7.30萱出现啦！重点是我竟然没有发现还要是另一个粉丝告诉我！

她坐在对面..然后我的 dslr不能拍到远的。okay nvm. 整个function 主要是萱上台受访问大概有十多分钟吧！我这里有影片，不过不完整。

期间有说希望和粉丝聚一聚，然后其中一个粉丝大喊宣萱！结果萱在台上直接对着那个粉丝说：“ ohh! I remember her !!!” haha seeeee so sweet of herrrrrr!!!!

我只忙着拍照，整个访问几乎没在听,悲啊。然后然后！！当萱上台后，我和另一个就跑到对面找Lydia, okay apparently she didnt rememeber us -.- . 我们问了萱的回程，不过她说她也不知道，需要得到她的permission .

然后然后！我就直接干脆站在Lydia 面前，继续拍照。然后然后然后然后！！！访问结束，然后就走下台，然后她就在我的面前，

因为她座位在 lydia 旁边， walaaooooooo. 我就只拍一张，

我也不知道为什么我走掉，明明明明明明明我就可以在她面前拍多几张！！我真的不知到为什么我要走掉，深怕我好像做的过分似的，好像我有点不应该在那边！不过其实可以的 T^T 悲啊！。然后我就只能远远的站在那边一直看她悲人群包围。

like this, 而且这样算是很又次序了，那歌场面很乱的我没拍....

哇，说真的有点太夸张了，萱一坐下，就陆陆续续有人要求合照，我心想，保安呢？活动还在进行啊！！有点小骚动，现场情况有点乱，因为大家都堆在萱面前。。。。可是！女人啊，很nice 的答应所有要求，不过到了一半，保安才来维持次序。

我只能说 fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 你不知道现场看那女人的腿有多细！

啊啊我记得了！当萱从台上下来坐下来后，她问了问 lydia ：我有没有走光啊

哈哈。

然后有一个合照session ( with group ) , 然后我们不知到为什么，到了我们fans 没有别的过来，工作人员也没有说凑足十个才可以拍，就只有我们这几个过去拍，真好。

阿阿阿阿阿啊然后然后我问她，hiii do you remember me??? 然后她说 : yaaa !! ( smiling)

walaooooeeee. 我即刻融。

我发现她戴了对褐色的隐形眼镜fuhhhhhhhh pretty a!

送机。。。。

那天早上等了差不多一个多小时吧！才等到萱。那天也是一众TVB 演员来马参加astro电视剧大奖的回程日，所以外边还满多人的。ok 不是重点，我们在外边聊了好多，haih ..... 因为我静静的不出声，(加上我也不知道要说些什么), 只好静静的看着她，我觉得很够了。

然后Lydia 很搞笑，我们一边和萱聊天她一边忙着拿粉丝的联络方式，然后开始记名字，然后她就大大声念HSING! 吓到正在和粉丝合照的萱 LOL. She was like... :huh??what ??what Hsing?? then I replied “ lol My name my name, My name is HSING “. she laughed....

第二张故事: Yvonne(left) teased Lydia and said : 最矮的站中间！then lydia 就掂起脚尖拍。场面funny 啦！

then then 我们很舍不得的陪她们一起走到登机口。。然后又说我没有讲话，又说什么，哇我可以做她的女儿了blah blah blah !

然后blah blah blah 不知到为什么讲到我名字怎么spell ...lydia 说 :oh Shing..我说不是不是是，hsing ...萱说ohh 和我一样hs开头的！

lol 虽然是小事但是很开心。

...before 她们真的要进去了 Lydia was like, showing us a hugging look, then one of the fans teased her and said : shake hand lah shake hand lah. Lydia replied ( in Cantonese) : why shake hand lah!, Give a hug lah aiyooo!!!! . Lydia hugged every fans then,Hsuan’s turn. WALAOEEEEEEEEE SHE HUGGED US!!!! like ONE BY ONE, and FRONT HUG YOU KNOW. FRONTTTTT HUGGG!!! when she hugged she said something like : 哇，你这个不讲话的，要抱久一点！

dyaaammmmmmmm man ! I was so freaking HAPPY you know !!!! I AM excited now lol. dyaaaammmm she said this to me I was like OMG OMGGG OMGGGGG BEST HUG EVER. WALAOOOO!!seriously NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HUG HER IN MY LIFETIME

总之就很舍不得她。很想念她。

Thanks for spending time with us, dear dear Jx.

okay .

我记得上次也就是一年前吧，萱有说过，在万凤里，只有她愿意画上那样的妆，你懂的。。。。敬业啊！

这里有照片，一个视频。http://s772.photobucket.com/albums/yy8/hsinghsuan/Jx%20sunway%202011/

密码是萱的: 年年年年月月日日

Thanks for reading.

back to life......logic.......

自己like先hiehie

getting over ...

2011-12-11T00:35:00.007+08:00

photobooth! nice quick convenient to shoot anything.

i swear next post will be hsuan post .

've been working at PWTC these days, and tmr will be the last day.

So many things to share, to blog.

so,happenings in the past few weeks were great,I mean, I enjoyed it.

from my PS group,BOTB,Hsuan, PJF, Working....and so on.

And what's going on next ?

Trip with girls. Trip with bandmates. Start colle -,-

Argh argh ! 3rd sem for next year ;)))))

Ciao, bath, logicPro, sleep, work.

Just had dinner with Belle at Lookoutpoint,damn Lunar eclipse happened.

Guess, It's my very first time watching it in such a short distance.

Staytuned.my Hsuan post.damn I miss her.we hugged . we fking hugged T_____T can cry.

I dont like you guys, yes you guys.

BYE.

Jessica Hester Hsuan

2011-11-29T00:31:00.001+08:00

Next post will be ....

stay tuned,
just couldnt believe that we hugged, front hugged. Iloveyou.

PS010-006

2011-11-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

I like you guys. Everyone is just so nice. Enjoy playing with you guys and thanks for everything.
like I've posted in my own and also our group's status ..... ehh?

why this?

2011-11-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

why this pic? coz I miss this hairstyle.

I have got plans for Dec, busy having fun with friends,working, practicing. I just thought I chose the right school. Though it's small like toufu gam sai and the fees are like damn-high, people here are nice.

and guess what, I'll be meeting my beloved soon. Can't wait =) !

just, FYI, why do people share me a minnie mouse link ? here's the answer. Everyone just said the same thing to me today : you look like minnie mouse lah.

Bye, practice. damn you I could write a book.

why does it hurt so bad - WH

2011-11-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

why does it hurt so bad
why do I feel so sad
thought I was over you
but I keep cryin’
when I don’t love you
so why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go
so why does it hurt me so
gotta get you out of my head
it hurts so bad, uh, hurts so badly
my life's been better since the day I left you boy(girl)
I must admit life's been kind to me
I went and did the things I said I would do boy(girl)
I found someone who loves me for me, yeah
haven't had much drama since the day that we split boy(girl)
my hearts never been more at ease
and when I think of all the things you put me through
leavin’ you has been the best thing for me
so why does it hurt so bad
why do I feel so sad
I thought I was over you
but I keep cryin’ when I don’t love you
so why does it hurt so badly
baby, I thought I had let you go
so why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you out of my head
hurts me so bad
(hurts so) yeah ya did
(hurts so) hurts me so
(hurts so bad) did you know
that it hurts me

(hurts so) so
(hurts so) so, baby, hey-oh!
never again, that’s what I said to myself
oh, never wanna feel your kinda pain again, no
hey! just when I think it’s over
just when I think it’s through
I find myself right back in love with you
so why does it hurt so bad
oh baby, why do I feel so sad
thought I, thought I
thought I was over you
I keep cryin’
when I dont love you
when I really don’t love you boy(girl)
oh-no, oh-no, oh-no, oh-no!
it hurt so bad boy(girl), tell me
thought I could let you go by
so why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you outta my head
boy(girl) u hurt me so bad
(hurts so) yeah ya did
(hurts so) hurts so
(hurts so) hurts so, hurts so
(hurts so) sure you did
(hurts so) you make me wanna
(hurts so) you make me wanna..shoot you
(hurts so) hurts so
(hurts so) gotta shoot, now
(hurts so bad) hey
(hurts so) hurts me so
(hurts so) yeah ya did, babe, alright
You hurt me so bad, bad
How about that?

by

Whiney Houston

listening to her songs recently.

2011-11-20T12:45:00.000+08:00

不畏惧的放上来。

farrk feel so naked now.

go gila after 29/11. damn.

MISS JACQUELINE HI.

2011-11-19T18:26:00.001+08:00

deng ni . HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

SEE.

LUCKILY YOUR BDAY DIDNT CLASH WITH MA EXAM DATE.

I BLOG THIS FOR YOU

HIEHIE.

i think we should meet on Dec lah.I am officially free that time.

HAPPYBIRTHDAYdengniilupu=)

pleaselahiwontwriteroumathingshere.

butstilllupyouthanksforstandingbymewhenimdown.

nextdecsee=)!

weshalltalkmorehiehiehiehiehiehie.fingers!

before due date

2011-11-16T06:02:00.001+08:00

vicky, behind me, sleeping soundly . LOL she doesn't know this pic exists.
I am so dead now.

6.02am .

BYE.

edited: so she will know, coz I posted it on FB . LOL . k ... going mad now.

AHA !

2011-11-06T01:34:00.001+08:00

Just for fun. We both felt like singing the song and just made it.

It isnt good though.

HAHA. epic piano sound epic harmony epic vocalists EPIC BALANCING.Enjoy!

Kay LAUGH and comment on youtube site there!

EPICCCC.

Indulging.

2011-11-02T23:33:00.001+08:00

Michael Bolton - Missing you now
I talk to you but it’s not the same as touchin’ youAnd every time you whisper my name, I wanna run to youWe’ll be together, it won’t be long, it won’t be longBut it feels like forever, and it’s hard to be strong
Baby ’cause I’m missing you nowAnd it’s drivin’ me crazyHow I’m needin’ you babyI’m missing you nowCan’t wait till I’m alone with youTo show you how I’m missing you now

Wishin’ you were here by my side is all that I can doGot my arms around my pillow at night, they should beHoldin’ youThought I was stronger, how could I know, how couldI knowI can’t take this much longer, it’s so hard on my soul

Baby I just can’t wait, till I see your faceChase away this loneliness insideWhen you’re close to my heart, right here in my armsThen and only then, will I be satisfiedI’m missing you nowWe’ll be together, it won’t be long, it won’t be longBut it feels like forever, and it’s hard to be strong

Michael Bolton - How am I supposed to live without you
I could hardly believe it When I heard the news today I had to come and get it straight from you They said you were leavin' Someone swept you heart away From the look upon your face I see it's true So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin' Then tell me one thing more before I go
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you Now that I've been lovin' you so long How am I supposed to live without you How am I supposed to carry on When all that I've been livin' for is gone
I didn't come here for cryin' Didn't come here to breakdown It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end An how can I blame you When I built my world around The hope that someday we'd be so much more than friends And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming When even now it's more than I can take
And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming Now that your dream has come true

Whitney Houston - I have Nothing
Share my life, take me for what I am Coz I'll never change all my colors for you Take my love, I'll never ask for too much Just all that you are and everything that you do
I don't really need to look very much further I don't want to have to go where you don't follow I won't hold it back again, this passion inside Can't run from myself There's nowhere to hide

Well,don't make me close one more door I don't wanna hurt anymore Stay in my arms if you dare Or must I imagine you there Don't walk away from me... I have nothing, nothing, nothing If I don't have you, you, you, you, you, you...
You see through, right to the heart of me You break down my walls with the strength of your love mmmmm... I never knew love like I've known it with you Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to
I don't really need to look very much further I don't want to have to go where you don't follow I won't hold it back again, this passion inside I Can't run from myself There's nowhere to hide Your love I'll remember, forever
Don't make me close one more door I don't wanna hurt anymore Stay in my arms if you dare Or must I imagine you there Don't walk away from me... I have nothing, nothing, nothing...
Well,don't make me close one more door I don't wanna hurt anymore Stay in my arms if you dare Or must I imagine you there Don't walk away from me no... Don't walk away from me Don't you dare walk away from me I have nothing, nothing, nothing If I don't have you, you ooohhh,ooooh if i don't have you.

***

Cant stop listening to I have nothing. Still.
Check them out.Nice.

? why.
Never thought that I would be missing you.

Good night.

weihsingaaaaaaaa.

2011-10-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

colon. it isn't like it used to be, anymore. Throbbing, is fading away, slowly and reluctantly.
Adapting to change.Was that all bullshit, yes, that is. Damn it. see, got distracted. Never mind, am getting it back on track.
This time, I mean it. v.

I know, wishful thinking, it's all wishful thinking.
so? Detaching myself from all these wishful thinkings.

Yea, it is placed separately, if you've noticed.
The first time and also the very last time.
Hi, I like you. You've successfully made me fall for you.

Pouty lips.

2011-10-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

Will blog a proper post after exam week.

Lousy quality, just bear with it....

i always miss so many things.

miss makes one depress.

i'm gonna stop missing.

just gonna keep you in mind. ;)

- Jiunn

so true.

Music = mind tortured. Every note is knowledge.

Guess my car is giving me problems again hmm.

Met new friends, thanks for letting us jam with you guys, thanks for teaching. ;D

Laughed our ass off talking with seniors. those gossips.

hm.

2011-10-28T00:11:00.001+08:00

more than 48 hours.
It would be broken,soon.

edited.
and that wasnt a good hmm,thing, after expecting for 48 hours.
I wish, too.

Remember this ?

2011-10-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

practising .....

Miss you guys so much haha !

Beat

2011-10-22T01:03:00.001+08:00

After years, it comes. Fading away was just a phrase to placate the throb. It never fades. That I think it is septum being placed there and it only exists when ambiguous situation transforms, yeah transforms into worse situation. Detaching yourself from the reality is the hardest thing ever. I tried. Neh, I won't shed tears over this, but heartsickness is possibly the most common thing that occurs right right ? We'll see. How many times had I mentioned this sentence? Guess we shall not see and just,cease it, say this grudgingly though,hm.

2011-10-14T01:19:00.001+08:00

How Can I Not Love You Lyrics
Joy Enriquez

Cannot touch, cannot hold
Cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss,
Cannot have each other

Must be strong, and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?

Cannot dream, Cannot share,
Sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel,
Must pretend it's over

Must be brave, and we must go on
Must not say what we've known all along
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
How can I not love you?

Must be brave, and we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along
How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?

How can I not love you when you are gone?

Not emo lah, just a song I am now listening to.
Shall blog something nice.
Chords are catchy.

Left eardrum doesn't seems to function well.

Good Night.
ipod touch ? Jailbreak or not ?

The beat.died.

2011-10-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

when my hair grows longer ...

Finally. by not speaking it out....

it fades away with time.

I wished.

getting my life back on track.

We'll see.

2011-10-09T01:35:00.000+08:00

Just a story, I bluffed Niki,the left, said that , that girl's name is Realy ( in fact, it's Vicky), she was like, Omg, look at Vicky " Realy,really?" ,people bursted out laughing outside classroom. Epic fail pic.

*btw, it's Joclyen between us ! Let me introdues, Niki-vocalist, Joc,guitarist, Hsing-pianist.
LOL lame I know.Bye !

epic face lah me damn it . ==

er?

DONE.

2011-10-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

DONE DONE DONE, part of ICA2 has been done. CH010 JUST 010 ONLY can make my head explode, never mind 020. WHY YOU SO TOUGH. ;(.
It's been a while since I last blogged a proper post, errrrrrrrrrr.
practice first.

practically, I learn nothing. ok, maybe 20%.

STRESSED LOOK.

HAHA.OK.so naked.

BYEBYE

Green jacket ?

2011-09-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

It was a good day.
"why not?"
=)

Thankyou! My happiness.

2011-09-25T13:17:00.001+08:00

The first friday performance. I was nervous. Thanks for joining and helping.
from the left.Bassist-Michael,Vocalist-MengRu,Drummer-Takaki,Keyboardist-Vicky.
The maximum size can just fit into the first pic,so,I croped you out alone vicky! haha.

and thanks for coming, AhYan,Belle,Kok! <3 <3 We didnt manage to take a proper photo though.Thanks.

I screwed it up in fact.

Anyways.............

Vain

2011-09-24T17:49:00.002+08:00

assignments,again.

btw, went to zhangxinzhe's concert. It was really awesome.

prac,bye. tense.

nice song. Reunited.

I was a fool to ever leave your side
Me minus you is such a lonely ride
That break-up we had has made me lonesome and sad
I realize I love you 'cuz I want you back, hey-hey

I spent the evening with the radio
Regret the moment that I let you go
Our quarrel was such a way of learning so much
I know now that I love you 'cuz I need your touch, hey-hey

Reunited and it feels so good
Reunited 'cuz we understood
There's one perfect fit and sugar this one is it
We both are so excited 'cuz we're reunited, hey-hey
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/peaches_and_herb/reunited.html ]
I sat here starin' at the same old wall
Came back to life just when I got your call
I wished I could climb right through the telephone line
And give you what you want so you would still be mine, hey-hey

I can't go cheatin' honey, I can't play
I found it very hard to stay away
As we reminisce on precious moments like this
I'm glad we're back together 'cuz I missed your kiss, hey-hey

Oh
Lovin' lover this is solid love
And you're exactly what I'm dreamin' of
All through the day, and all through the night
I'll give you all the love I have with all my might, hey-hey

its kinda weird to post this but

2011-09-18T17:44:00.001+08:00

see this girl. shes born to be a star lah.
YenShan, one of my bandmates.

see this girl. she doesnt need colour con, fake lashes to make her eyes look charming. see the little dimple in her cheek! Fair skin, simple hair cut. good attitude ( you know at this age girls tend to become lala. but hell she isnt.) OK . She's pretty right? GO BE A MOVIE STAR LAH GIRL AIYO! meanwhile, increase your intelligence and knowledge then you will be 99% perfect . Why not 100% instead??? b'cos people always say theres no 100% perfect , kay LAME I know.

ops two little pimples?!haha. Still looking pretty!

DO YOU MIND ME GRABBING YOUR PHOTO FROM FB?

I KNOW YOU DONT =) LOL

nah , study hard!

Muscular Legs?!

2011-09-16T22:38:00.001+08:00

since when hurh?! I got this muscular legs.

Next post. first FP.

into this song recently.niceeeeee.

2011-09-11T20:25:00.002+08:00

我其实很担心我的 FP .

真想念你，ladyJ.

Light,heavy?original?

2011-09-08T17:55:00.000+08:00

attracted to, attracted by

it works both way,sometimes.

Like, harmony works both ways too.

Backwards and forwards

After MIDI010 tomorrow then will be the FP.

kay bye.

masadese,shuoshuoguosuoduosuoshaosaocisilese,wosobusuxisihuansuanxiaosiaodidi.

Dont fking bother me OKAY,and please, shut up.

Dont do anything silly please. Feel like slapping your face.

sounds so fierce ==.

You know it.

2011-09-04T17:56:00.000+08:00

Exam week, guess that I wouldnt be blogging.Just a quick post , gotta do some revisions later on.

PI Chord progression,sight reading.you seriously stress me out.

And you ~~bloody~~ MIDI.I dont like you ;(

People wouldn't appreciate what you have but criticize you on what you dont have,

I know and I'm learning ;(.

and

howthehell am I going to wear my glasses on with the broken nose pad.

We often judge people based on superficial impressions in some ways and misunderstand their purposes.Even worse, sometimes my silences were pregnant with criticism and miss the chances to meet new friends. That isn't a good thing,so I am trying to be nice to everyone now. Sounds so weird of me to write this thing but hell yea, we all need friends.

See you bye!

Dear Hsuan ♡

2011-08-28T16:31:00.007+08:00

yes ! 又一次了！=)

那一天。去 Singapore alone. 几天前，顶了机票。拖着行李. 从kl central > Lcct > Singapore > Terminal > Mrt. 一个人。看起来虽然没什么，不过第一次一个人出国，什么都不懂。k fine , 我还是平安的回来了。觉得我真是厉害。我路痴到一个爆点点点点。k , 其实不可怕。

到了 Sg,就找 terminal 去 mrt . 我不知道有such thing,so 来来回回，走了不懂多少次，放弃自己找，才去问人。then要买车票时候才发现没有小钱，吓死我，luckily, 有个工作人员站在那边，和她换。去 bugis 站要换线，又幸好我开口问人，成功到达。k then, the fan, LITING, 来接我，我们从车站走到party venue.

还在准备着,在外面等一等。

k, 不久，萱到了。 before that, of course 会和fans kenggai lah.

so cute! 萱一进来，说了些开场白，就坐下来。然后说：k, this is a very casual gathering !然后就潇洒甩头把刘海夹起来！很搞笑真的。 LOL.

用华语因为一些朋友看不懂，而且，不想给他们懂，然后我这一句又藏在这里，是是很厉害hehe.lol

hehe 看到我？！！！

真♡她的笑容

好cute a !

so,这其实是一个，fans gathering . ok, so , 萱会到到每一台桌子和fans kenggai ,signing, take photos for around 15mins.

然后就到我们的桌子了！ yeah ! k

没什么拍到coz 我们直接用录的！哈哈。

photo from PeiWen.

so 那个conversation 有：

Liting asked her : Do you rmbr her?

Hsuan : ? ( 比我剪了刘海的样子），you changed ur hairstyle?

Hsing : YAYAYAYA. You rmbr !

Liting : She flew in for you

Hsuan : with her eyes open BIGBIG* REALLY?

Hsing "yess!!!

Hsuan : from??

Hsing,Liting : Malaysia (apparently she doesnt rmbr me T^T, k fine )

Hsuan : You flew in today ? or?

Hsing" ya today

Hsuan : and going back tmr ?

Hsing : ya , yes, er no ya . ( I was like . wtf am I talking lah!)

blah blah blah ........

when she signed me the photo .....she said "ohh, you are the young one! I rmbr!"

Hsing : YESSSSSS!

Hsuan : *look at me*

Hsing :?? look different??

Hsuan : more mature

and this :

"Oh, you look so much younger with your straight hair (after signing the photo)"

I was like " HUH ohhhh oh my god, so old now!"

"nono, not old, its nice, i like it! more fashionable"

"thankiewww"

K, lame but sibeh HAPPY.

k then blah blah blah, Not going to type all the conversation out, coz I have the video ! YEAH ^^Y !

credit to LITING, for recording this!

She even said this when Liting put her camera on the table which the angle made Hsuan looks fat.

" Oh , thats not a good angle, it makes me look fat! * and then she covered her 'double' chin. SO CUTE.

AIYA, you cant imagine how many funny, cute and classic expressions she has when speaking.

ok then. BLAH BLAH BLAH again

very silly and sohai of me , asked a guailan question :

"can I ask u a question?, what brand of mascara are you using???"

K then I watched the video back, I doubt that she might have misheard the brand to 'bra', coz I was speaking softly.

and then the classic expression *open eyes big big* and then " ohh , mascara!"

SO cute of her lah! touching her eyelashes before answering me!

k then we talked about the..... mascara thingy.

alah. banyak cakap lah.haha.I am happy to show you guys the video but I know I know, you are not interested in it. so . yea.

全程都是英文，我真的很想剪断我的舌头 -_____________-.

Next,切蛋糕仪式。。。。

Happy Happy Happy birthday, Dear Jess♡. May all your wishes and dreams come true♡ ;)

haha , 你可以看到她有几可爱and,没有明星架子.

dadang !!! New fans-friends!!! Peiwen, Liting.

Peiwen , damn funny lah you! LOL. go and take the cheesy wedges and get her attention mah you!

and Liting ! I stayed over her house when I was in SG. so nice lah you!!!! =))))

Happy meeting you two♡♡♡♡ ! haha. had so much laughter . we can even laugh out super loud than table 3 RIGHT? hahahahahahahaha. Miss you GUYS!

and A very BIG THANKIEWWWW TO YOU LITING!HAHAH, sending me off to airport early in the morning and then rush back to school ! TQQQQ !! <3 <3

and all the photos of Hsuan were taken by Liting.

kay, both of us can self-cap like 47 photos wtf ==. haha.

k instead of posting the photos, I made two gifs. HEHE.

k lah ! A proper one! ♡♡

DADANG !!! 期待已久的照片and 故事。

事情是这样的，我向 ahYan借了卷头发的那 luk yeh. 来卷刘海， so that 刘海可以看起来篷篷的。
然后，before 萱到我们的table,one of the organizers came and saw me with the hair curled look. and she suggested an idea " hey, you can ask hsuan to clip her hair and you curl ur hair like this" .
obviously ..... she was joking lah of course. but then. I thought this was quite a GOOD awesome IDEAhahaha.

k then, photo taking time .

" Hihi, can you erm like, clipping your hair I curl mine like this ......... and we take a photo "
" (she's stunned but then ok lah ) xxx, do you have my clip ??" (asking her assistant for her clip)

kay, then we sit and took this photo. BUT, she didnt feel like taking photo with this hairstyle , I felt ...
but nah nah ! haha she's OKAY. TQ!!!!

so the story for pic 1,2,3 are
1. Liting captured but we werent ready for it yet ! haha , and she's like "HURH" sooooooo CUTTTEEEEEEEEE !
2. kay lah . say cheeeeeeeeeseee ;DDD
3. "erm erm , can we make a funny face?" hahahahha
here we go !

so after that , I keep saying SOOOORRYYYYYYY . and she was like " noo nooo you dont have to say srry *with her high pitch voice* " weeeeeee!

Kay, thanks for reading but dont grabbed any photos ;), except PeiWen & Liting lah!

so, here you go, readers! YEAH!!!!

我真的真的真的真的真的真的真的很开心啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

oh no , there are some problems with the "like" button, you gotta click LIKE > COMFIRM to get it done.
so sad . why =(

我好爱你啊宣萱Jessica Hester Hsuan !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You and I

2011-08-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

I've made up my mind. Just once, God please bless me.

♥

babeiloveyou

再忙也要post

2011-08-18T21:48:00.001+08:00

今天她生日。happy birthday. ♥

就是没缘分。生日会去不成，以为 Gathering 去得成，结果撞上课时间。我多想 skip.

iloveyoubabe.

借我你的生日luck,我会努力then大一点，免费为你表演.

Niceeee????

2011-08-16T17:37:00.002+08:00

okay. bloody TM didnt fix the internet,so I have to come to school early and go online. It feels bad when you cant tweet and something pops out in your mind. So, having our ICA soon and I am so nervous for the PI one, still cant do the improvisation ;(. Yaya, and I do have lots of great seniors , like. SOYA ( see , capital letters just for you -________________-), Nic, Gang . lol kay, technically we were all from ChongHwa. Niceeeeeee.

我的刘海不好看了，真伤心，怎么办好呢？哎。又 lun 又卷又扁。真烦恼。哎。
你是否感受到我的哎呢。。。哎。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

k off to piano. swing swing~~~

comment about this photo if you want. was taken by ChitHui. venue: Genting Starbucks.
Niceeee.

With your Johnnie Walker's eyes.

2011-08-05T21:35:00.055+08:00

直到现在，没有后悔。因为这是我想要的。如果 facilities,management 可以再好一点。就更好了。
每天都必需讲英文，还要不能是malayglish.很辛苦。不过没关系，可以 improve.
还有很多很多很多很多要学习，时间相对来说很少。

Before 做选择，I listened to people's advices, though useful, I found out that you gotta do thing yourself. 你必须知道你要去那里。虽然很多人不赞成，不看好，虽然连我自己也 doubt, 不看好，till, I made up my mind. After all, 我明白为什么那些人不看好不赞成，因为他们也是听，听别人的评论，而不是自己 experience. So now, I am experiencing , 我知道原来评论都是 bullshit. 只有自己 experience过才知道。
因为你看不到里面的好，好的都已经在天上了，没有在地上跑的。

之前会想，就是为了去 berklee,不过，看到这么多 talented 的 players which 他们不用去都可以靠自己 wan sek，就知到，去不去不是那么那么那么那么那么的很重要。当然有机会，一定要去。This is a must.

在这里，就算靠到了 classical 表演执照，考到老师级，都没。有。用。Before stepping here, ppl told me. You, grade8? useless here. 我不相信,不过是真的。现在，我最喜欢的课就是 contem harmony class. 每次rest 都会叫他 ‘ eh, play something lah ’ 然而，他的 something 不是我们的 something，太厉害了因为。还有个，人不可貌相的 MIDI lecturer. 他原来也是个神。

aiks.

还没有进去之前，我有点抗拒，不过现在ok了。只是我想学更多，这样的学费不应该只能享有这样的待遇，i mean , facilities, even parking 我们也得自己给。student ID 我自己做一个都可以。做莫酱糟糕。

besides 这些，I am glad that I've some great teachers.

我会努力。

Work and Travel in GENTING !

2011-07-30T22:42:00.000+08:00

首先，我要 share this,from Belle's blog. That's true!

这份工比较特别，因为它会引人非议，它会令你必须承受男人把你从头看到脚还有女人的一样的眼光。但是其实，许老师说，这是一行正当的工作。没有偷没有抢，没有出卖自己。而它的制服总是会令人觉得你是辍学的学生，让人觉得你是不正当的女人。但是！其实，我们，都是大学生，很努力读书的大学生。=)

而且有时候还会有意外收获！I received 2 RM50 as tips. The job scope is serving ONLY. 这工作不用脑都可以。人家要什么酒，几杯，加水加冰，juices, soft drinks就拿给他们而已。
最多也只是闲聊几句。 okay,再加上，吸几口忽然间扑鼻而来的二手烟＝＝。 yes, so true, 这制服真的会另你觉得你是个bad girl.但其实 thats so wrong !只要你不是偷不是抢不是fat hao,就完全不是问题，和 promoter 有何分别。

so,我做过3次 in Genting.每次都很开心。因为其实有点好赚。又可以 travel there. I just love the cozy whether there.

The first time, worked with ChitHui & AhYan

new friend, ChitHui! SAME PRIMARY SCHOOL !!!! I wasnt told untill the last week we met ;D!

The shoes in the picture which I was wearing was from C&K , and I didnt realize it was actually a freaking 4.5inch heels. JESUS ! killing me you know ==. THANKS ahYan for exchanging,you just saved my leg!!! ;DD

The 2nd time ,woked with ChitHui,Belle,AhYan. Yan left earlier that day.
第一次，我们遇上 709，还是困难重重上去了。不想放人家第一次飞机。
第二次，遇上不知到什么比赛。整个 lrt 塞到爆炸。排队买车票的人排到马路中间。又遇上lrt 停在不懂like 45mins, check in 又有问题,又要穿着制服从 first world hotel 跑到 highland hotel !!!整个就是被人家看来看去。很bekcek，有几bekcik?? pls visit ahYan's blog.

虽然很不顺，但是，因为当天主角生日，我们都拿到 RM50 红包。所以恢复心情了。到处拍照！

so after a short time resting, we then walked around the indoor theme park and settled ourselves at Starbucks. ChitHui's been a good Genting tour guide LOL! She knows EVERYTHING there almost !

The 3rd time, everything went smoothly, and also got tips RM50. happy *clap clap*,you know, there's actually a trick,serve the same table oftenly. Worked with AhYan,Belle,ChitHui. But this time, Chit Hui left earlier. Same thing. travel around there LOL.

冷风徐徐吹来。很。爽。很。享受。

Welcome to Genting Paris !!!

Belle went clubbing with her friends,so.Hsing and Yan went to Starbucks.

ahYan! you got caught! hahaha

The next day, ~~early~~ in the morning. We all looked pale.

Happy working , girls!

photos from : Hsing's,Yan's, ChitHui's phone.

HEY GUYS ! dadang !!!!

2011-07-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

ok guess what !?

I get my macbookpro TODAY! yeah!

first photo taken by mbp!!!

ok, I was quite excited about it actually. so, stay tuned! I think I am going to post about my icomers/classmates . They're all my English Teachers HIEHIE. K, so gonna bath now and HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

next post, work and travel @genting, Icomers.

BYEBYE

Chivas Regal 18, Cordan Blue, Royal Salute 21

2011-07-24T19:42:00.004+08:00

will blog about "WORK and TRAVEL at GENTING" once I gather all the photos.LOL.
Life's been busy yet complicated recently.Studying,Working,Learning.
oh no! After adding the taxes and services charges, it is RM717 add on party fee RM134=RM851. accommodation ,extra fee are not included yet. SHOULD I ?

hieh,I used to wear and buy things that not match my actual age.like people always say, zuo mo mai jiang cheng shou de ....,then since I realize this is my last ever year to be a teen I mean before stepping into 2....0 twen......ty,kay I use ,buy,everything that makes me look younger ;D.

k bye,

stay tune for my work and travel post LOL

grab from ahYan

HI yea !

2011-07-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

Aha, so FYI, I have started my college life now and it is nice actually, people are friendly and close to each other. Yea, the building is TINY like what mia said "dao fu gam xiu " but it does have its benefits, and urm. I dont really have time to blog so yea just a quick post . I'm having a regular lifestyle since the school start,finally.

and urm. Just worked with ahYan & chithui in Genting, private club event, a serving job AGAIN. Luck wasn't with me this time, I can still feel your touching yiew. That's nauseating. Whatever you think with this picture/job. I did my duty by serving drinks and get paid,period.

Nice to meet you,new friend!

sad case 1: ahYan lost her make up pouch ;(. Hope you could find it this Fri ;D
sad case 2: 4.5inches heels from C&K can kill me. Thanks Yan for exchanging it for the last one and half hour TT
sad case 3: Still cant protect myself from being molested.

Had Fun with them TODAY.haha , yea. fingers !

argh, time to sleep 1130pm . so freaking pagi! hahaha. SORE THROATTTT !!!

Baby I was born this way

2011-07-10T15:59:00.003+08:00

I am so excited about tomorrow because I am now officially a sem2 dude and gonna start my first class soon.

Still, I dont know how to protect myself from being molested.I can still feel your touching. yiewwww.

share you guys a picture =p !

You are like a rocket in my mind

2011-07-08T00:05:00.001+08:00

我只是觉得，Ladygaga 很成功
想想，一个女人。一个女人。 even a guy 也不能和她相比。 i mean in this kinda music industry la.

next post, Birthday / Icom orientation week

People alway say, the orientation day is boring. Dont go .
But I dont think so, this wasnt the so called DAY but WEEK.
Had fun actually. =D looking forward to school eveyday just because of meeting new friends from all over the world !

Speaking English is like. killing / torturing my tougue =(( TT

Stay tune for my next postttttttt WAHAHA

GAGA craze hurh ==

I LOVE LADYGAGA !!!

HELLO ;)

2011-07-01T20:29:00.004+08:00

hiehie HI there, a real hi AGAIN. so into Rocket-Yuna, and every single song of NickelBack. Sexy hurh !!!

If everyone cared. Rockstar.

Some working photos, Ushered @ KLCC , have forgotten the date.

CAN YOU SEE MY NOSE?! HAHAHAHA LIKEEE.

Messy hair right , haih, I wasnt asked to work till the morning mum came and waked me up. NO TIME TO WASH and ZAP. HAIH.

haha , Laughed at ???????

okay, I was like ' OMG , give me a LONG I wan GUIN YAP HUI ' when these ushers were walking towards me. GOD. THEY'RE WAY TOO PREEEEEETY. You know what, everyone put on heavy make up, with fake eyelashes, thick eyeliner, eyes were like... bling bling bling , LONG -like-hell HAIR. and HSING OOI didnt know how to use/put/draw fake lashes + eyeliner + SHORT-like-hell HAIR . HAIH. So, I was wearing the C&K black 4-inches heels. hell, killing me.

Worked as a beer girl.

I know there must be somebody look down negatively on this kinda job, I used to be like that though, until I worked for the very first time. For me, it is okay if you just treat it as a part time job, it's actually an EASY and highly paid job, don't worry if you would be molested , just keep alert and avoid choosing 'dangerous' pubs/clubs. People are polite, mostly. Beer girls interact with different kinda people, diff. position/status men. You learn by trying new thing. Beer Girl isn't bitchy.

Audition on next Mon, hope everything goes smoothly. Aiyaya, wanna blog the birthday post but,hmmm not now.

CIAO

Shes is so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet !!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPEvrGDANbk

I shall share this

2011-06-26T17:26:00.002+08:00

我觉得，古典音乐要比现代音乐来得有思想，有感情，有感觉。

当你用心聆听古典音乐，你会有思绪。

有太多很好很好很好amazing的作品了。

不是说现代音乐不好，古典和现代音乐是两回事。

有人觉得古典音乐很乏闷那是因为他们不懂得用心感受，yes,除了耳朵聆听还要用心感受。

要是你知道classical music's composer背后的故事和每一首piece 后面的故事，你才会明白。

如果只接触古典音乐but not contemporary music,你也会qixin.

所以说看你忠于那一边，要会balance.

很多人不能接受Jazz element, 搞得很多会爵士的音乐人只能做一些符合现代流行的pop song.

浪费了知识. 可是明明就很好听。往往带有jazz element's music is not acceptable by public , Idky.

音乐没有难听的。只是每个人接收到的感觉不同。

I shall not think negatively. Shall think "how to" but not "what if " ...

am trying

people always act American / assimilate into the culture. May your dreams come true. ;P

Venue4, 1523pm

2011-06-23T22:30:00.001+08:00

The examiner had utter disappointment written all over his face =(. I wasn't nervous but frozen. Even classical grade8 can be played like shit ,never mind a new thing,Jazz. Terrible indeed, I've messed everything up. I could really really see the disappointment on his face =(. Feeling sorry for myself =(

扑街是个潮流，但具危险性。

不如改用茶壶，可爱又安全！

Next post, birthday.

I hate it when you think you are awesome / right about everything. DISGUSTING.

happy birthday to myself!

2011-06-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

quick post, cant really enjoy the birthday party this year, haih. coz the exam is coming. ok

look at this picture! CUTEEE

byebye,and everybody please wish me successfully meet JessicaHsuan this year! hahaha.

byebye

thanks for all the messages ! <3 ;D

Finally a real Hi

2011-06-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

A real Hi here, cant play piano right now as mom is watching TV now, so blog for a while, then back to the undone works. I am nervous , ABRSM exam date is getting closer, enduring the invisible big pressure sigh ;(

and I miss my black hair.

acitivies . CHWB concert, Jolin's concert

went back to the concert and met a lot of friends, miss you guys very much indeed ! Ah water & best beloved coach ever ;D ! Chwb, you gotta work harder,hope to see great improvement next time and all the best to the Taiwan trip!

and then, part time job, Jolin's concert's crew, there are, Belle, Shirley, AhYan. Jolin's dancing skill was undoubtedly amazing and she had a firm firm firm firm body, she danced passionately perfect !

urgh, feel like escaping everytime I encoutered adversities
still, I am not 100% sure either.

What I want and how much ability I can obtain through these allllll.

I really dont like people negatively look down on someone when you just have merely narrow, a wee bit of music knowledge. We are always learning new , different things. Learning never ends.

After getting all the things done, genting,beach for sure!

BYE, back to work and PIANOOOOO!

hi all

2011-06-12T18:56:00.002+08:00

Cristo Redento from Brazil and a cat ?!haha credit to Vic!

k so, I've been so busy lately, will delete all unknown fb frds account after everything has done.

我打从心里不喜欢lala guy. 很 wai .

bye

Worries stripped away ;D ! , It's like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y !!!

2011-06-01T15:50:00.001+08:00

Finally, a hello from me!

My Dearest Fans,

First of all, I must apologize for not having left any message for such a long time. I have been in Singapore for over 2 weeks now and I cannot tell you how busy I've been. Well, it's stress more than anything. I am having fun working with the cast, but it's the mandarin that is stressing me out. I must say it is very difficult for me to get the pronunciation right and act at the same time. I am struggling. I have been working almost everyday. Even the day I landed. I did have 2 days off, but one of my dogs (Lu Lu) was very sick and we thought we had to put it to sleep. So, I flew back to HK. Then, a miracle happened. She didn't eat for over 10 days and started eating the day I landed in HK. I was so so happy. She is back at home now. Ruan is keeping an eye on her.

Anyway, this is just a note. Have to start reading tomorrow's script. I shall leave a message again soon.

Sliding the screen last night after bathing my heart went pitter-patter when I SAW " JESSICA" on the first line! I replied the msg as fast as I could and yo I AM the 'sofa' !!!

just you've no idea how much WE MISS YOU ♥ TT

CANT WAIT FOR YOUR NEXT MSG ! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

OFF TO PIA------NO ! BYE

SEE THIS !! ;D

2011-05-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

HAHA DID I JUST GET YOUR ATTENTIONS ?

Yes ! Hey peeps, come and support the concert !!

♥2.6.2011 ( This coming Thursday)

♥8pm-10pm

♥王岳海大礼堂 (Sentul华小)

HGH Convention Centre

Lot 475,
Jalan Sentul,
51000 Kuala Lumpur.

♥RM20 (normal) / RM30 (VIP)

FREE SEATING !! so come as early as you can .

This is a combine concert, a Singapore school wind band will join in it !!

Grab the tickets now !

Do drop me comments for any inquiries ; D

WELCOME to the concert ! ;D see you there!

Air on the G string

2011-05-30T01:57:00.003+08:00

Obsessed with this grand work currently, by J.S Bach, here ;) .

I was quite busy for this whole week, and so, have been starting lesson with Nic, hope everything goes well. Got my theory result, passed with merit which I've never thought about before, so did my teacher, it's just out of the blue. This time, the real hard one is coming soon,yet I am not fully prepared, will try my best. Finally, finished Sonata K332 III.

Ya, Blake Lively & Leonardo DiCarpro, I don't care what others say, just LOVE and feel happy for 'em !

and my Hsuan is now having drama shooting in Singapore. Quote Liting's : So near yet so far TT. so true TT

Next post, usher, Pixies .

ciao.

miss you guys so much. next trip, cant wait !

2011-05-29T00:14:00.000+08:00

just, feel like emoing agian. Is anyone interested in my band's concert ? feel free to drop me comments. Thanks.

I am not happy idky.

night.

Air Mata Ibu Press Conference & Launching Ceremony

2011-05-22T23:42:00.001+08:00

20 May 2011 , Starhill

母亲的眼泪 Air Mata Ibu Press Conference & Launching Ceremony. This Malaysia local movie is going to start shooting and most of the scenes will be taken in Sabah, Tawau. The name "Air Ibu Mata" is named after a song name which sang by Siti Norhalizar (k sry Idk how to spell), you can check it out.

This is also an inspirational movie, it talks about pursuing ones dreams and something like son stepping into his father's shoes. I was like Malaysian movie ?! Anyway, will support this, come on peeps ! This isnt talking about or related to any politics,so why don't we support and make some improvements for local movie industries ? oh yeah ;D !

Btw, this is the company I worked with on the TVset for my maiden show. Remember the producer Yoko I mentioned before? kay, in case you have no idea, here. Then, she is the director and producer for this movie, one thing, she's Taiwanese.

you know what?

I just have a greatest mama in the world ever! mwah mwah yo!

I love my mom and also my HSUANNNNN ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

my mouth is . er UGLY so ..

I blogged twice because today is SUNDAY ! Gotta hit the keys on weekdays, ABRSM exam's coming soooooon sooon sooooon, yet still left tons of scale and 3 pages of Sonata k332 III. > < it's so difficult....

Canton p2,3

2011-05-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

should have posted on the first post one ...

my mum . 入的厨房出得厅堂美翻了!!!!! hieh .

The 'bridge' to reach Hall A from Hall C, you can see how big it was and there was a big performance stage behind me for cat-walking, dancing, muscical performances, etc. . The elements of the shows changed everyday, it was so mesmerizing.

Something like that la, just a TINY-SMALL-LITTLE part of the whole exhibition.

oh yeah . Hi negro!!!!!! ;D

Had to wear like abit formal for the first day so yea.hiehie. The light was so bright hiehie. and ohoh too bad =( woke up late that day, couldnt put on make up, I didnt look well indeed with my serious dark cirlce under my eyes and pale lip ohh =(.

DONE!!! dadang ~~~

after dying and 2nd cutting. Guess what time was this photo taken?

Freaking 1.40am!!!!! SIAO o.O

ordered this on the way back to the hotel , haha I guess it was the so called .. 街边炒米粉？hmmm, tasted quite erm good .

Next day .

50 RMB for the dress

Freeeeeeeaking 30RMB for the shoes /__\

oh yeah!

HI twisted face.

HA---ha ! There's a guy look like Chace Cawford. OH---MY---DAMNGODDD. I stunned ! Because he was STUNNING, haha too shy to take my camera out so TT. I passed by his booth purposely EVERYDAY

and he DID glance at me . but only ONCE . can I just say niama . ops ;P

Had this as dinner . Bacon Cheese Double Beef Burger.

Nothing special with China's Mc, just they have porks and I have to tell you, their xiu gai yeh was really really really . sibeh TINY -_____________-.

Stay tunned for next !

was planning

2011-05-21T01:10:00.001+08:00

to sleep earlier 的今晚，又失敗了。很沒有毅力去練scale,怎麽辦，jiunn ? =(

做莫我要blog, 因爲我想念她了 =(

我們竟然曾經有過這樣的對話;用我yongshui的廣東話

‘大個女咯!你想讀什麽啊？’

‘音樂哦！’

‘你玩什麽樂器阿？’（Lydia asked)

‘piano,trombone’
‘trombone'（looking at her, showed her the action)

‘ohh trombone’

‘但是我覺得沒有出路哦'

‘其實，開心最重要啦！’

tmd imissyousosomuch.

bcoz she's so nice , really really kind and nice.
you know the way we talked in the airport was like . 我眼神有愛。
i miss her everything.

就連那天park airport 的 parking receipt 我也還留著。

每一次的見面印象還是那麽的深刻。
多希望再見一次面。

記得為她做的卡，little pressie,
記得fans 對我多好呀！從wangsamaju來到我這裡
還有載我去機場的christy,每次都sponsor 花

她笑得時候很開心=)

haih . 你們知道那種。感覺嗎？=(

Canton p1

2011-05-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

Finally ! Blog about the Canton trip . Took a freaking 530am flight /.\ and you know AirAsia plane's seats aren't comfortable, torturing me all the way to Canton /.\. I went for the Canton Fair which is the largest trade fair in China.

Reached Canton airport

The HUGE ENORMOUS hall, couldnt take the whole one, this's just a part of it.

So after reaching there, checking in the hotel, headed to the hall then. Everyone was busy for the preparation works. so urm not taking any photos.

Then dinner time .

spicy hothot /.\

Changed the hairstyle on the first day night, I have to say THEY'RE VERY PROFESSIONAL.Guess what time I got my hair done ? FREA-230-KING AM!!!! WALAO. I almost went blind, wanted to sleep so badly but couldn't ! /.\ They had never moaned a single word during the process and and ! They did every part and every thing meticulously detailed . WALAO E.

BEFORE dying and 2nd cutting

Day2. little shopping with XiaoNing who is now working for mum.

CHINA. is all about PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.crowded EVERYWHEREEEEEEE. Even in the public bus is just like in Msia KTM.

Stay tunned for p2.

see the right hand side >>> BLAKE LIVELY !♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥

when he comes to me i am ready , i'll wash his feet with my hair if he needs !

2011-05-15T15:39:00.000+08:00

真的，中學時候享受中學生活才是最重要的

像以前

involved in those 根本就是畢業后都可以做得東西 like 剪頭髮啦，買衣服啦，完fb blogging 拉... bla blabla

買衣服來zomok?每天都只能穿校服，算算下，一整年出去hang gai 也不超過20天。

上網是上網只要不沉迷就好

如果當初很享受很享受很享受不隨便放棄任何考試, 應該可以體驗不一樣的感覺。

去了旅行

就真的感覺到世界的大，人心的險惡，馬來西亞的好壞 and also get to know ourselves.

and then ......

haih .

說實在的，很想念讀書的時光，尤其是高三尤其是高三文信 haih 想念一換節就去廁所（you know why,廁所在課室旁邊而已), then 一到三節那種sunshine ! 下課趕著去練習，不然就在班上睡覺。wah ....... 幾爽！偶爾刺激一點， haih, 和mia,yuwei 早上用電棒卷卷頭髮，然後進訓育處復查，然後及格！！！！不然就是班上生日的人一定要抱caiyee or 被她抱。然後就是。。。很想念每個老師對我們的好。 hahah 我記得那群dai7一直宣傳全班叫我們看tan hua keong 笑 .. 因爲。。。。 -_______- '' ......

then 管樂團camp haih 最shui 就是年尾沒有camp ..... 還可以和bandmates 辦concert, 説道這裡，我們真的很擔心... 這次練習時間那麽短哪裏夠....

所以說，還在中華的，請一定一定要珍惜，不珍惜沒關係但一定一定要享受！尤其是高三！

考試很煩，不過這一種的考試真的是你人生最後一次jiang 的考試liaw.考試很煩 we know we know ...

不過小事來的！

就是

我很懷念中華。中華真的真的真的真的真的真的是一閒很好很好的學校！

oh the title of this post is just a lyrics from Judas by LadyGaga . pawwww!

pianomusicexam

2011-05-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

been playing piano from morn till dinner-time these 2 days, am gonna mad. Left scales & sonata 4 pages.SCALES I HATE THE MOST. =( URGH damn it why is the exam time changed to JUNE and even 2 days after my birthday?!

I lost my beloved ring that bought @BONITA but couldnt find it anymore, could you get me one ?? : (

will blog the days in China and Hairstyle stuff soon.

The Feelings

2011-05-08T12:39:00.004+08:00

feel like going to GENTING with genting gang
feel like going back to sm3, study and enjoy every activity I have
feel like going to beach and stay in chalet/resort
damn I love the new background, fresh but warm !
damn I miss these feelings so much!
haih .....

gg

2011-05-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

switched the phone on . walao !

" you back ? your exam date out. on 24June, Thurs. NOT JULY YEA!!!!"

This time . really gg.com

Would like to share these !

2011-04-25T16:54:00.001+08:00

Lady Gaga

It was amazing

2011-04-24T17:08:00.003+08:00

Today's thatch

taken by HTC hero

Spent a lovely morning with Jim,Tiff,Mia,Yuwei,her "spouse"& lala. My very first time climbing Broga. Reached the top and the view was amazing, wind blowed gently,jin jia comfortable . Climbing up was not difficult but walking downhill was w-o-a-h.

The message about LadyJ being very sick right now.

So Sorry!

My Dearest Fans,
Sorry to have disappointed you. I was very much looking forward to be there on Sat, but unfortunately, I woke up at 5 something in the morning and started vormiting and had diarrhea. I could not even stand up straight. I waited till 8am hoping that I'd be better by then and maybe I could still go to Canton, but no. I was still very sick and had to call Lydia. I'm still not 100% sure what caused it, but it was either the seafood I ate the night before or caused by the flu. I did have a sore throat and muscle pain. My parents have been sick, too. Anyway, I went to see the doctor and he prescribed some medicine and am now feeling better. My stomach is not well, but coping. No need to worry. Just sorry that I have disappointed you and the boss of the medical center. Hope I'll get to see you again soon.

Jx

Get well soon, my love :c

.

2011-04-19T01:52:00.002+08:00

Everyone has a weak-point, so do I. Not only one but many,they are the secrets, insecurities,or whatever I care a lot about. You don't know because I am well disguised, so they turn out to reveal my childishness judging by one's thought? This is nothing the matter with friendship except the understanding. By saying so, it has already spoken for itself for not understanding me well enough. Thinking naively that perhaps could get the concern but fail. I once thought I found, but now I am wrong,sometimes I doubt, are you having the same thought with me? The cry in the car, I am sorry. It is an invisible force happening and have been enduring the intangible pressure to such and extent till you met my thumbscrew, they poured. One of my principles, one must never cross the line before I do, for those vital thing. Of course I do know what I am doing now, everyone is different, it looks like a tiny thing for you but not for me. Something goes wrong when pushing the wrong button.

I am not happy, just need some time alone.

i really am.

2011-04-14T01:20:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, envy the girl of beauideal, everything is in perfect condition. Indeed perfect life she has .

one thing, this, makes my day ;)

Hiya!

Hi all,
I'm feeling much better now. Thank you so much for all your sweet messages. It's so good to know that so many of you care so much about me. Sweet sweet.
Today is my last shooting day for this series. Feeling a little down. Going to miss the people.
I have a function to attend on the 23 April in Canton. I don't know the exact address yet, but I shall post it once I find out. I think the function is around 3pm. Guess I'll see some of you there!

Jx

練了鋼琴休息一下，回味之前寫過的post
TMD 我實在想念genting gang. 是真的tmd想念
redang trip 就這樣不了了之 TT
遺憾的是沒有參加到這一次的遊園會。

好了
繼續連我的鋼 bye.

maggie 我真的很想聼fjl 吹flute TT

Insatiable life

2011-04-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

Apr is an off-~~day~~ month for me :c , beloved mirror was lost on the pavement from Pavilion to F88, credit card was missing, and not getting the reply, yet Hsuan is sick. It wasnt merely a mirror, but meant a lot to me :c.

Here's the mesaage :

My Dearest Fans,
Thank you for all your concern. I'm ok. I've been to the hospital and also to a specialist, but still not 100% sure what is wrong. No need to worry. I know it's nothing serious.
I was supposed to attend Liza's party tonight, but couldn't make it due to being sick. I still have 2 more shooting days to go. I must rest as much as I can and finish the shoot.
Jx

3rd movement of Sonata in F K322 , let me finish you please :C

someone once said :

someone told me,"音乐不能荣华富贵"

但是,音乐让一个人充实.

而我知道,长远舍弃那些,

我会很快乐. ;)

I can't say,I see/found myself in music.

no,not entirely.

but without music,I'd be lost.

and I wonder if I am that passionated in Music. Teacher has been helping me, thanks SoYii for telling me.

Being gloomy once staying at home, shall walk outside and take a fresh breath, live with a healthy lifestyle, get into the habit of keeping good hours, dedicate myself wholeheartedly to the music.

我真的很不開心。:c

2011-04-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

為甚麼我會弄不見那個鏡子為甚麼那唯一的一個
為甚麼這麼不小心
為甚麼會弄不見
沒有得取代
那麼意義深重
那麼有回憶的鏡子
我真的真的真的真的真的很不開心很傷心
;c

cheap and cheap and cheap and ya cheap wwuwuTT

2011-04-09T16:34:00.000+08:00

I cant use cheap cosmetic, dark spots appear

I cant use cheap toothbrush, gums bleed

I cant use cheap cleanser toner moisturizer, allergic to them

I cant use cheap shampoo conditioner, dandruff comes

wtf right.

who wants to marry me?

shut up with a < 3 is really disgusting

2011-04-07T15:34:00.004+08:00

LOL

I mean this pic, as the mouth was so ugly I needa use a <3 to cover it up.

Not only disgusting but also LALAing hahaa but I really cant think of another icon to use liaw. Bear with it .

okay why this pic? to show off I have long hair. Real hair? ya,but belong to PeiShu's ==.

Okay should I credit this to June for editing this I thought WALAE pic.... but haha let's see what she wrote about me here.

Congratulations, both Mia and Jiunn for finally enrolling to new school and successfully passed the audition. Whats mine? ;(

OHHH.Waiting for HIS reply. OHHH wtf trip to China cancelled SHIT ! ;C.

my lovely cute funny sexy damn pretty beautiful happy kind natural Hsuan
having her new drama shooting.

She, Hsuan, Jessica Hsuan, Jessica Hester Hsuan, her last weibo was posted on 26.2.2011, what a busy woman TT

but see this :

Are you new to this website? If you are, a big warm welcome to you. I do visit Bravenet everyday, but I don't leave messages that often. This is where I leave messages to inform my fans if there are any functions.
Thank you for your support!
Jx

source : Bravenet

a mesage to a fan.

She is just so lovely.mwah <3

what is NATURAL ? neh . this lo hahahhaha.

I shall really aloof from facebook twitter weibo blogspot google youtube .

16秒

2011-04-06T01:20:00.001+08:00

戰友們！hello ;)

真相大白了沒 == .

hehe, @dia hoho,.

something new

2011-04-04T00:56:00.003+08:00

HMMMMMMM.....

it's REAL btw

did something before going chong hwa for my past few years, the length I got it today then.

2011-04-02T16:02:00.001+08:00

there must be somebody still being naive and ignorance enough when the others are doing great, how foolish they are.

Dreamt last night, it was distasteful.

I hate it.

just, obnoxious

perhaps, because of the jealousy.
you hurt me deeply , but you are not the one to be blamed on.
because you did nothing wrong.
Thought it is over,but still a little bit miss

;))))))))

2011-03-31T10:34:00.001+08:00

i dreamt both of you.

my hsuan and 8packs

blissful dream ever

ops ;D.

byebye.....

;)

2011-03-30T21:15:00.002+08:00

taken by HTC hero.

face's skin condition is getting worse ;(. Hair is not growing WHY, Mia, can fight with you already, my hair actually sibeh thick like dictionary as your ;(.

so,bye.

do not disturb - tilly bagshawe

2011-03-29T15:50:00.003+08:00

You dont know what its like, knowing that person is out there, but that you cant have them,its hell. You have no idea what I'm going through.

He felt a surge of love and protectiveness flood over him,tinged with a slightly less noble feeling of triumph.

These. make sense,even longing for.

;]

2011-03-26T17:21:00.002+08:00

指甲剪到短短，乾乾淨淨，感覺真好 ;)

彈鋼琴彈到肌肉痠痠，感覺真好，;)

有點累了，我想，是時候調會正常作息.

是時候多多愛自己的身體，給頭腦一些營養，

充實自己，讀讀書，

是時候長大了

還是不敢做決定，哎喲，真是煩惱。

不過還是不斷地對自己說，我是真的喜歡，要走這條路了，雖然會很坎坷，但我知道，一旦融入了，就得全心全意地對它，讓它好走一些。

我的夢想阿， erm , 不要待在malaysia這種政治腐敗，治安差勁，種族歧視意識高漲的地方。

到一個，應該是，到很多個我喜歡的環境吧.

雖然malaysia的食物很多樣化很好吃. erm.

然後就是，剛看了報紙，又是趙先生事件，貪污的反貪污局，不公正的警察，無能的皇委會（特地成立來做模？答案就是：做給人民看咯！）。

只要是會吃喝拉屎的生物都知道趙先生是被殺的拉，而且是他媽的馬人推下去的。

請來泰國法醫那麽多次，也不是恐嚇人家不可以暴真相出來，到最後人家都良心過意不去，生氣我們回國去了。ops,應該是“哪些人”。

請來英國法醫（應該是法醫）一次，也不是恐嚇人家要人家在mat cha 庭講一些沒有用的話，弄到人家堂堂有名的法醫在馬來西亞這個什麽庭出醜，名譽掃地，也不是回國去了。。

如今

還要是下周，再請人家來。做莫叻？答案就是：做給人民看他們有請外國人幫忙咯！

哎，最夠力的是，人家不在這個世上兩年了，試問你要這兩個geng liew 怎樣驗屍？

哎喲喲噢喲喲，你看？是不是失望？

可憐的是趙傢，誰能替他們伸冤？沒有人。

sohai的是馬人，誰能入他們罪？沒有人。

所以說，幫得就幫，不是說我有種族歧視，只是剛好在這事件上，華人和馬來人對立了。

我希望。把趙先生弄死的人，erm. 睡覺時候被趙明x嚇死.

我真的很關注這件事，因爲替他太不值了，網絡上多少人製作了類似的影片？很多。全部人都在講一樣的東西，因爲那是事實，就因爲，掌權者無能，不公正，偏私，懦弱，所以這事情只有看不見的邊際。

我想，看我結婚生了小孩，有了子孫，這還是一宗懸案，英文是 open verdict. 學起來，華人。 OPEN VERDICT。

馬來西亞想要實現wawasan2020? sorry lo 我不知道誰講這句話，用下brain才開嘴巴please. 因爲根本想都沒有想過會有可能。啊啊啊啊！有可能，就是世界末日后，地球重生的時候，wawasan2020就實現了!

可能我有些偏激了，我承認，不過，才19嵗的我就會這樣了，也難怪外面那些搞政治的人那麽的激動。hoooo.

跳回來。近look.

是是笑到很假叻，因爲塞車時候拍wuwuTT .

aiya . 恭喜我的trombonist jieming! full A , bravo !

恭喜我的trombonist lijun! 7As! welldone!

為你們驕傲的說！嘻嘻~~~

byebye hehe.

you know what

2011-03-24T18:46:00.006+08:00

you know what, it's really hard to find a kindred spirit, and I'll have to do it myself, alone. And now, am wondering if I make the right decision but of course will force to like smthg tht I dont like, sacrifice smthg that I dont wanna be lost. one thing, I dont wish my personality was misread as a liar, at least to my close friends. But if you are the so-called casual aquaintance ,I might lie. Ya, seriously I do mind, kok.

So, after a month almost, take smthg coolly, smile because it happened, I cant bring it back or relive, only be grateful that it happened, smile because I once owned it. hmm, in fact, 3 of them, thanks for the beautiful memories, you dont even know though.

LadyJ then, after all.

Feel ashamed of the relation, totally a failure a failure a failure, but that wasnt ALL my fault.and urm, should acquire more knowledge, you become speechless when in a social occasion. I just thought that I have a really really narrow view. okay, speaking knowledgeably about this and that but turn out nothing? hng, seems am making fool out of myself.

Imma so sick of the seafood people keep posting NONSENSE, FOOLISH STATUS all the time ! You can def. share your emo but NOT in that style wtf I am really fed up with those benighted creature already. Screw you. Dont they know they're acting silly? Wake up la man, love here love there,emo here emo there, fuck here fuck there. and I HATE THIS the most : ah, wo hui yi sheng yi shi bla blablabla. those stupid vows.

I type in English when I am angry, moody, because nobody is interested in the post SO I can shout it outttttttttttttttttttttttt wtf. Writing in Chinese is more intense and profound so.hmm not this post.so urm guessing who is the one reading it words by words? I've always wanted to be more independent, but you know, lack of the guts to do thing sometimes. There's a show tomorrow night, ticket was reserved, but canceled at last due to some reasons, yet I've no one to accompany but myself, rather cancel than be accompanied by someone who is not interested in art.you know, how sad.

now, Malaysia politics. One word, sohai. When everyone is concerning about the world, stupid msia officials are talking about ethnicity shit, fa meng la, wawasan 2020, unless you abolish the so-called aborigines right and law, mr najiX. I love Malaysia but not the governments, because they are sohai.

If you, readers found I am rude, talking,speaking,saying those vulgar words erm making you feel "yer,hsing so rude", err, I've nothing left to say. but fyi, they do help to express the feeling.

fight for dreams!dude!

我夢到

2011-03-21T23:00:00.003+08:00

我生了小孩. 也不知道是不是因爲最近接觸懷孕5個月了的女人所以發夢.

我摸摸自己大大的肚子。那種感覺你不會知道的。

生下來后，再摸摸肚子。那種感覺你也不會知道。

看著那小bb, 我也不知道該怎麽辦。

怎麽這個夢好像是我給人搞大肚子然後媽媽不知道，每天都穿寬鬆的衣服，不然就說吃太飽所以獨自很漲.

那種感覺，你真的不會知道。

我就好像. 滄桑的女人.

中間，斷斷續續的醒過來，幸好這夢還能夠延續下去.

儅我發現bb不見了那一刻，我醒了.

tmd 在這個時候給我醒過來 .

然後坐在床上呆了一下。就去刷牙洗臉.

erm, 不知道.

希望今天再發夢。

因爲那種感覺是現實體驗不到的。

那種感覺帶有。滄桑，憂傷，幻想，膽怯，大膽............

你不會知道的。

還有。我竟然夢到了你？！真是unbelievable !

算了，感覺不對。。。。感覺很怪........

然後。就大概這樣.

真實tmd准. 從來沒有看過這麽准，雖然我不迷信，不過omg 也太准liao 。。。。。。。。though not ALL la.

2011-03-21T00:34:00.002+08:00

有种星座叫 双子

一、双子的爱是所有星座中最真挚最持久最深沉的。据统计，白头携老、永不分离的动人爱情，双子夺冠，所占的百分比远远超出排名第二的魔羯十多个百分点。天长地久不是神话，只因人间还有一只与众不同的双子子，执子之手，与子偕老。

二、双子有时很爱捉弄人，有可能对朋友，也有可能对爱人，但全无恶意，只是童心未泯。（对象仅限亲近的人，对生人很冷）

三、双子不喜欢争吵，大多数情况下会用沉默来代替内心的不良情绪。但若遇到十分气恼的情况，他/她会发威，口不择言不用费劲地说出世上最恶毒的语言来给对方听，伤了对方。等双子都说完了，心里的气非但没消，反而更大了，这一点可能大多数人都觉得想不通。恋人可能会被骂得狗血喷头，但过不了两天，双子会主动反省的。

四、双子其实内心多少是有些害羞的，远不象别人看来的那样我行我素，却依然让人着迷，双子子确实有着令人喜爱的天性。

五、双子虽然个性强悍不妥协，但偶尔也会有例外，这是很少有人知道的，那就是感情，所有的文献中都提到了双子子对情感的深刻和强烈，双子子可以为爱付出一切，牺牲一切，包括生命，这种对爱的博大胸怀和无私的自我牺牲精神注定双子子有出人意料的表现。

六、双子总在举手投足间散发出无与伦比的迷人性感，不知迷惑了多少的异性，别忘了，双子子还有一双能够洞穿他人灵魂深处的深邃眼神。在与这样一位神秘又性感的人相处中，你会完全不自觉的被他所深深的吸引，欲罢不能。

七、天生的贵族气质和深沉超脱的个性，为双子子增加了炫耀夺目的光环。

八、双子其实是很容易被感动的，前提是他/她是真诚的，切莫在双子子面前故弄玄虚，双子子能马上感觉到，伪装是没有用的。

九、双子平常的脾气是典型的外冷内热，但能被他们热到的生人并不多，初期交往，越是双子表面对你很热情的话，那大都只能证明一点，他/她对你没有太大的兴趣。反之，表面上对你带搭不理，其实内心已经在向你靠近了，此种状态可能要持续到确定关系以后，，当然也不是每次都是这样，这就要看你的眼力了。说不定双子烦你烦得要死，连那份表面的热情也赖得装给你看，呵呵。

十、双子座的人有时有些玩皮，自愚的能力也挺强

十一、双子勇于承担责任和错误，并能自我反省，这是很多人无法做到的，如果世上还有一个能挑起所有的责任和错误的重担的话，那就是双子，不为什么，在双子来说，自己担起所有的责任，是为了能让另一半或朋友能够轻松的面对人生，这种超然的思想境界在旁人看来好像是不可思议，但双子子就是这样一个人。

十二、有人说，双子爱起来就像火山爆发，恨起来就像冰山一角。这个还是有些道理的，双子的爱有时会让对方受宠若惊，甚至有些防不胜防的感觉，比如某天突然出现在你面前对你说：我是来找你的，咱们一起吃晚餐吧！之类。对方大都还以为他们又受了什么刺激，忐忑不安地跟他们去吃一顿好似霸王餐的；但冷起来，又会很生硬地对待你。

十四、双子天生就有一种保护人的欲望，外出购物的时候他们的本能是要首先掏腰包的，不是虚荣，看到对方满足的样子便倍有成就感。当然这一点放在女生身上可能会有所收敛。

十五、双子很少会对人说：“求”这个字。宁可这件事不做了，也不会轻易开口向别人求助，

他们只是不想欠别人的，也担心打扰别人。

十六、双子有时有些极端，如果恋人的做法实在让双子承受不了，双子子就会把那个人以前的“罪行”全部翻出来，不需要经过太久的思考，就会做出一个很吓人的决定：分手！一旦他们开始这么想，那是谁都拉不住的，只有双子子自己能拉住自己

十七、双子在很多事情上都能有所预见，即使有些事恋人没有如实地讲出来，双子的他/她却早已了解实情，但却不会当面揭穿恋人。

十八、双子在和恋人一起时，就会变得很傻，傻到好像世界是静止的一样，仿佛双子一和恋人见面，便会钻进一个不透明的盒子里，傻傻的，傻得可爱吧。

十九、当双子和自己的恋人闹别扭时，开始的时候他们会很坚决，大有一种决不首先向对方妥协的势气。这一点对于已经熟悉他们的恋人来说，早已习以为常了。聪明的另一半都会等着双子自己把气儿消了，便会主动送上门来，呵呵！可是莫名其妙地即使是对方做的不对，时间一久，双子就开始想对方的好了，什么对方的体贴啦，关心啦，......等。于是自己主动找上门和恋人和好如初就像什么都没有发生过。虽然双子子的内心是有些气的，但一见到恋人就又“傻”过去了。

二十、双子即使发现了对方的有意隐瞒或欺骗，双子并不会当时就揭穿，而对方却不能自圆其说。到那时候，双子会冷冷地说一句：别装了，我早就知道了！然后扬长而去……虽然双子也许会有些生气，但因为最终当面揭穿了对方的谎言，内心永远都会鄙视那个欺骗自己的人。

二十一、极少见到双子哭！这也只能证明双子的刚强，而不能说他们不容易被感动。应该这么说：一滴双子的眼泪，在渗出眼眶之前，早已在心中酝酿了许久，甚至可能在落下之前，已经悄悄蒸发。

二十二、相信很多人都对双子的眼神印象深刻，会说话的眼睛，可以透视人心，且具有不可思议的压迫力。仿佛自己在双子子面前是透明的一样。

二十三、双子女生当自己的恋人做了让她们很难过的事，她们不到一定时候是决不会主动跟恋人说起的，只是心里默默地难过，勇敢的站在人群中，如同雕像一样，淡然地看着身边那些恋人们的甜蜜欢笑。这时的双子说话比平常少得多，周围的人都会以为是不是双子又被人惹怒了，所以都躲得远远的怕引火上身，其实她只是没有心情像平时那样和周围的人谈笑风声而已。

二十四、双子对朋友的定义很严格，那种酒肉朋友他们是决不看在眼里的，只有那些真诚、讲信誉、很少玩嘴和不爱打别人主意的人，才会让双子放下心来和他们做交心的朋友。顺便说一句：双子对自己的朋友是很好的，自己吃一些亏也无所谓，只要朋友能在他们需要的时候陪他们聊聊就足够。对于朋友的事情，他们也会当做是自己的事情一样，热心去帮助对方。如果你身边有一个双子的话，应该是比较幸福的哦！当所有人都离你而去，若还有一人在你身边，那一定是双子子。

二十五、再说说双子的异性朋友吧，在没有正式的男友或女友之前，有些双子的异性朋友还是很多的。一旦双子有了男/女友，原本的异性朋友关系就变了。双子会保持距离很有分寸地和他们来往，决不越界。有些双子一直是后者。

二十六、双子MM和双子GG骨子里是争强好胜的，比如在路上和别人“飙车”的，八成是双子，（尽管有时骑的是自行车，甚至步行！）这一点也很古怪。如果遇到双子双子生气的时候，那你就更不要和他们比了，比不过的，不信你可以试试。哪怕是双子MM，他们自己都说不清楚干嘛要这么做。

oh ? ;)

2011-03-20T00:42:00.003+08:00

臉上突然出現的兩塊黑斑，after applying Dr.ting 的葯，可能是過敏，必須停止使用。然後不斷地向媽媽哭訴，剛才媽媽拿了她私人超級無敵貴的去黑斑精華素給我。

媽媽還是愛我的 ;) oh 真幸福.

行爲上出軌，那是一個沒得狡辯的錯誤

但

思想上出軌，卻是一种享受激情的暗湧.

hsing says.

好好體驗一番吧，人類！

要在適時把自己拉回來，不過，如果那個時候還不想回來，就放縱自己，流浪一番。

hsing says.

可能你會遇到someone, something.

過了一段掙扎的時間，我經歷了上面句話.

之前的post : 不期而遇，總是美麗的.

這些邂逅，雖然短暫，但，那種失控，悸動，幻想

很玄.

下一個，什麽時候出現阿？ ;)

曾幾何時，開始不去理性的判斷，理性的去分析，思考，下一步。那時候，會發現，那麽狂野的豁出去，才是真正的享受啊！

雖然一次又一次破滅的幻想只能自己一個人消化。

hsingsays hsingsays hsingsays ;)

我不老，我沒人家經歷那麽多，可爲什麽已經有：享受人生吧！

這個想法呢？

因爲地球不是生病發燒了，它得癌症了.

真舒服.

晚安，世界各地的人類.

那時候.

2011-03-18T23:49:00.003+08:00

not now, not today . no mood. no urge.

miss you , "you" refers to ?

hmm, switch this blog off ?

我記得這個：

ahYuk, FengLing and LiLi ... 3 个都sot Sukit .
就好像我& maggie sot Fu jiao lian 酱。